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Tuesday, March 25, 2014

My Dad-Edwin Andrew Sorensen "Andy"


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On Saturday, March 22, 2014 my dad would have been a mere 56 years old.  I thought about him all day Saturday, choking back tears as I remembered the good times and the times that weren't so good.  I was a bit of a handful and Dad and I clashed at a lot of points in my life, but we always came out friends.  He was so proud of me and my brother.  We were his treasures.  I started looking at pictures and put together a memory book.  For all those who remember my dad, he was the most selfless man I know.  He didn't always go to church and he had some bad habits, but I love him and he loved me!  I remember going on vacation EVERY summer.  Hence the reason I feel it important to take my kids on vacation or camping as much as possible.  Those are the best memories and I am so thankful that I have those memories.  For those of you who have lost a father, it feels like you are abandoned and especially when you are still a kid yourself.  I was 20 when dad died and just experienced the loss of my first child.  I felt robbed for many reasons, but after working through a lot of feelings for 15 years and withstanding other losses during that time I have come to realize that no one gets out alive and all too soon we will see them again!  I love the atonement and I love the Gospel. I love my Dad, that is all!  

Thursday, February 13, 2014

16 Years Down...Hopefully Many More than 16 to go!!



Jared is always telling me this is the year he is going to die...the reason:  My dad died 6 months after he turned 41.  Jared turned 41 in December, however, I really doubt he is going to die this year.  I always wonder if he is secretly hoping he will follow in my dad's footsteps for two reasons:  To have peace and quiet to read his never-ending book list or to prove he was right...HE LOVES TO BE RIGHT!  :)  He also thinks I am jinxed because all the men in my family have died young...I told him it was them that was jinxed. ;)

Tomorrow (yes Valentine's Day) is our 16th anniversary.  We were married 2-14-98 in SLC.  I am looking forward to this upcoming year with this handsome, genuine man.  We have many things to get accomplished and I am happy to have him at my side.  I love him more with each passing year. He is a wonderful husband and an amazing father.  It is fun to fall into a pattern of "life" with a companion and know they are going to be there with you for eternity even if they "check out early" like my dad!  Eternity is a long time and I am grateful for it.  I love you, Jared Daniel, to Eternity and back.

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